"No matter how lonely you can be, don't give up!"

I attended a wake today with Siyu, Rena, Jordan, YangYao, WeiYan, Sean, Cecelia, Minyi, Kaiting, Seowyen and Nicole. I just don't know why but i just feel that the earth had just torn apart. Everything is just too sudden to realise - we can't predict the future. This is the second time i attended a wake. The first was my grandpa's and i was really young at that time. I couldn't understand what was going on and why everyone was crying. Today, i realise what it is all about. Losing a loved one is like losing the whole world.

I really admired him - very much. I took a while to notice him that he was strong. I know him very well since primary school. He likes to hide his feelings and i know that he is really hurt this time. I wanted to give him some comfort words. But nothing came out from my mouth. It just seems like i'm muted by the surroundings. I really hope you can stand up on your two feets again and do your mom proud. We are always there for you when you needed help too. JIAYOUS!

Lastly, I hope those people who are getting ill to recover soon! Don't Pangseh me on Monday!

"I put my trust in fate, If you'll will come my way and if it's bright, it's undeniable"

Thanks to some IDIOTS, they spoil my fucking mood for yesterday morning. A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU! I should not have come for badminton. Waste my fucking time and fucking sleep! Just because of you, i had to wake up early although i had to pick my mom up from the airport at 3am. I really wish you good luck! If i'm your boss, i'll fire you first - wait, not even hire you. FUCK OFF my life or get some life ohkay? Don't ever think of coming to badminton!

After that, went out with Nicole, Cecelia, Rachel, ShengKai and QingWei to Funan Centre. I'm really professional - Geography student, can't read map! We had our lunch at Macdonald. Cecelia was teaching everyone how to do "art". QingWei and ShengKai keep mimicking about my eye but at least they were someone to cheer you up. After that, went to MindCafe. I had alot of fun screaming and shouting. Some games were really interesting. QingWei is bloody suay! Trained back to Yishun. Rachel, Nicole and I went to Subway for dinner. Homed at 8.

Let me share 2 things that QingWei made everyone laugh until stomach ache.
- He asked everyone whether we had pass the macdonald where the stall is right infront of him.
- When we were at MindCafe, we played actions. then we were suppose to "stand and sit" as quickly as possible. He got shocked when we all stand up. So, he copy us but use too much strength to push his chair backwards. Then it fell. He suppose to be first. In the end, Last.

Lastly, i'm dropping biology - too stress. Thanks Travis and SoonWeng for trying to help :).
Before i forget, 談情說案's ending is soooo sweet. I hope he propose to me like that :).